apprehension

We can't know everything that she did, but I can assure you it was a great deal...we are mysterious creatures, aren't we? and at the end much of it turns out not to matter... ~Evening (the movie) I've been thinking a great deal lately about so many things; so many things that seem not to matter in the grand scheme of the great big world in which I am only a small, insignificant part. It's quite sobering, really, to realize that each one of us is merely a blip on the radar; given that you believe in an all seeing & knowing being that oversees the universe. It's sobering and freeing and parallelizing all in the same movement; movement because it's not static but an ever flowing span of thought, liquid in it's ability to absorb free radicals and penetrate the soft, quiet moments of time. How many of us have the ability to be alone with ourselves, really truly alone with ourselves, listening in the quiet to what our bodies have to say? Do you really know...